Friday, 27 march 2009

It has been a long time since i last post a blog, can't even remember where and what my last post is. I think i should start blogging again, it's so boring at home rotting away. It's school holidays now, i can't find a job and my dad is giving a racket about it. I hate him, i am starting to feel that i am really uesless and a good for nothing.

I am starting to lose control over myself again, i know i am over-sensitive but i can't help it. It's in my blood, i like her and i can feel something unlike the past relationship. I never had a blood rush and increasing heart rate in any girl before, and now it's like the deeper i go in the harder for me to be myself. Wanted to sms her but is afraid that i might be a nuisance, bothering her, i used to be called that so i guess once biten twice shy. Worst i don't know what she is thinking and i have already made things so obvious to her. I think i have to stop talking to her for a few days to see how things goes. I know i have grown up and if this relationship starts i am going to love her maturely, i will continue to update on what going on:)

Now for some daily news, was suppose to go swimming this morning but me, i guess all of us overslept. This is already the third of fourth time already, damn us!